I don't know why...but all of a sudden I thought of writing something. It is 12:26 am now in Blacksburg, Viriginia and I will go to the laundry now to get my stuff.

I dnt know how to describe my life... am I loving it?? are everything around good enough and I dnt want to leave them? Truely speaking, I dnt knw.

I miss you.

P.S. Don't blame me for this scattered blog. I have no idea why I wrote.

There was something very unusual. The dark night seemed longer than usual, the heart failed to sing at the beauty of the near full moon, the night failed to bring sleep to the tired eyes. It wasn't raining . But the weather outside was gloomy...no wind could make the leaves of the trees in our garden kiss each other, that can act as a lullaby and make me sleep. The morning can bring in rain and wash out the morose situation prevailing...hope it does!
It was raining somewhere else then...but I hate that rain! Though, it can make her heart get rid of something(don't ask me what!) and no more nights will be as unusual as this. The distance between the places can get longer but the bond can only get stronger.

Hey all!! It has been quite a while since I last wrote a post. For long I am attached with the blog world by reading blogs only. Now let me get back to the writing mode again otherwise somebody might start singing a mournful rag. :)

But I am planning to go for a make over...enough of serious mind-business, now let me write down my weird thoughts... any crappy thing that comes to my mind, but having said that I will still continue to haunt you with those mind analysis at times...so no relief from me!!

However what to say as of now...that I am happy to get back from hibernation (poor word to use because even during my active days I hardly wrote posts) but hope to increase my frequency now...

Sohini, the mad girl tagged me.......Alphabets..
A-alive..One should be so that you never lose the zest for life.
B-Beautiful,best,bonnd(some of my friends use this word to describe somebody as cool as James Bond!!)
C-Childhood..love to retain that...,
D-Desire........the desire to win,to do something new.......
E-energy.....one needs that !!!!,enjoy...jo chahe ho jane do!!
F-faith,freedom,fluid.........
G-gold-not as a jewellery but signifying the best..
H-hope,honesty,my nickname(those who know that!!)
I-imagine...evident from the name of my blog.......
J-jolly...again one should be at heart...,JU,JUPC
K-knowledge......'knowledge is power'
L-love,life......former required for the latter
M-mind....the source of everything
N-nature,numerical methods.......
O-optimism....need to have
P-pure......everything should be.....
S-Souvick!!,space..Iwish to go!
T-think think!!
U-universe, also the university(JU)
V-victory....love to enjoy...
W-wish(so many things!) ,win
X-Xmas...Xerox..the ultimate saviour.........
Y-youthful(the beautiful days.....),yeah!!
Z-zeal,zero....the beautiful number..not for exams!!

Blooming flowers..........

‘Empower your child by giving him/her a choice and a chance. Let them learn to make their own decisions, when appropriate, and learn to trust their feelings.’-

A child is the purest form of living being in earth with a mind eager to decipher the truth of nature. They are like flowers blooming in a polluted environment. They think with a mind purer than an adult one.

‘Why do we have a groove like thing just below our nose and above our lips’-----this is a question asked by a 5 yr. old girl. How many ‘matured’ mind can think of such a question. Very few indeed…….What can be the reason? What happens with age that our mind stops being innovative and gets influenced by people around us? Who is responsible for that? ….We, or the society…………………

Do our schools encourage such innovative ideas or do they put some extra burden on little shoulders of these blooming flowers through some hackneyed teaching and hamper their blooming?? Lets go to a bit deep inside of this problem …..competition, it seems can be a reason for this. At times people look at out-of-box thinking as wastage of time and falling behind in the rat-race a direct result of that. Again why? Why is this competition? Is this because of the ever-increasing population?...May be that’s one of the causes. This calls for another topic……..

But for now, competition is good but why does it become unhealthy most of the time? But lets be optimistic. There are also a good number of people who believe in innovation, creativity, in doing something new which can be admired by generations to follow and the ‘flowers’ can bloom with their pure and innovative mind and can say…….

‘I think therefore I am’

NOTE: This is written in a general context and not intended to insult anybody!!!!!!

THE SELF WAR

A war without weapons, a war in which no life is taken, a war in which both sides emerge victorious- any guesses what I am talking about.........
May you have got that-war between your brain and heart rather between your emotions and logical senses........ever faced that????? or faced unintentionally not knowing a conflict going on within you.
Remember that day -exam knocking at the door-alone at home-temptation of watching a good movie and brain reminding of exam ahead.......who got the upper hand?? or for the lovers, the days when you talk over the phone -fatuous brain reminding of phone bills soaring high.
These are but trivial things which we face in daily life but let's see it from a deeper perspective.
Nations declaring war on each other, people killing each other brutally, heists taking place-are these morons misanthrope or do they not get involved in 'the war'. So at last we have a war which is beneficial for the society!!!! a war which should take place within one to make him deserve reverence, a war which suppresses the hegemony of emotions or logic and creates a balance between the two.
A serene environment is the ideal place to think and therein when you try to find the reason for this social hooliganism one thing comes to the mind-do these people think of the gaffe they are committing when they take the life of their fellowmen?? If their heart fails to suppress their alacrity to take lives who else on earth can do the favour??
But we cannot be pessimistic.....then where from can we get the zest for life? So lets hope 'the war' will take place within every moral being and that will mark an end to all other wars which lead to bloodshed.........